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The 7th things i hate the most that you do, is that you made me love you. |
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Sunday, March 1, 2009 Sunday, March 01, 2009
 current song: apit, wan - luahan hati, kemana kau menghilang diri current mood: missing them i was browsing my folder when i saw this. 261208. this picture remind me of the past, the first day me and wie meet both of these two guys, aim and yan. me, wie, iffah, alep, imran, umar, isa and wan went to bugis. thats the first ever tym, we went and go out together. and thats the day, went we bump into yan and aim for the first ever time for me and wie. that was suppose to be a fun and enjoying outing for us, spending our time together as jiwe's and friends. but indeed, i remember, thats the day, when there are alot of quarelling among us. isa said something too imran, about me. and made imran, have no mood all the way till we went home. it was a misunderstanding. and, i have too explained it too isa and imran. i explained, and in the end. i hurt isa, and made imran cheer up. im just telling the truth to you, isa. i cant lie to myself. although, u have feelings towards me, and you told imran about it, imran was like blaming it on me tht u have feelings towards me. and is likee, all the incident happen, bacause of me. that time, i didnt have any feelings towards you but to imran. you were hurt, when ive told you everything. i know your hurt. but, ive to be honest. and imran is likee okayhh with it already. but, i feel likee im a bastard. thats the day, when i also get to know that aim and imran also quarrel bacause of a word tht is called to imran by aim. is a misunderstanding again. haishh. the day is full of misunderstanding. 080109, the day when me and imran were together as one. our relationship were going on smoothly, but not for long. when my prepaid was low. we never like contact for days, and u didnt even use your inciative to asked me to call you or watsoever. on the 110109, wie and yan were talking on the phone, there are use to it. then, aim were there with yan. that day is when aim ran out from house cause of something. and i chatted on the phone with yan for a while when wie were in the toilet. out of sudden, there's this similar voice as yan say "hi" and i replied back, "hi" and it was you, aim. you introduce yourself and yeaa. at that point of time, my heartbeat were faster and i dont know why. but, i just ignored and tried to calm down. when, wie came out from the toilet. and i gave her the phone back. and u told wie, to pass the message to me, to called you during night time later. and i have your number, and save it. that night, i mean, morning around 1+ i chatted with you on the phone for around 2 hours. you were with wan at tht point of time. i have a nice conversation with you then. the next day, 120109, is when wie broke up with umar and stead with yan. you and me were chatting on the phone and you asked me to be you ttm. i said yes, as for me, ttm is nothing. i told about me and imran to you, as i trust you as my ttm. on 130109, you message me, and said tht,if i really do love you, let go of imran and remember what imran have done. that day, i really have a hard time thinking about it. you, wie, yan, adawieya and wendy have arrived at hgg and slack at the 9th floor , at the staircase, near the lift. i have no mood and when i step out of the lift at the 9th floor and i saw all of you. but, i ignored. and just went straight to my grandma's house which was at the 9th floor too, and sat outside quietly thinking deeply what am i going to do. then, wie came, and asked why. i burst into tears. she hug me. i was crying badly. haishhh. i told her and she advice me. and tht day, u asked me for stead. and ive made my decision to silent break with imran. and i stead with you. since that day, you have brighten up my life. on the 150109, out of the sudden, imran message me, and asked what am i trying to do with our relationship etc. and i said, i heard from some people boud this girl, name syahirah, from isa andd yea. so, i end my relationship with imran that day. so, me and aim, wie and yan. we'r four, always spent time together after school and also during weekends. aim, u have been a good boyfriend. you sent me home eventhough u know that u have to be home by 6. and when you reach home, u get scolded by your mom. wie asked for break with yan. and they end their relationship on, 010209. since then, me and aim are getting apart. on the 040209, our relationship have end. i cried for one whole night, and wie were there for me. the next day, ive a migrane and im not feeling well, and i didnt go to school. the whole day at hme, i kept thinking about you. haishhh. a few days later, me, you, wie and yan meet at our usual port and wie and yan left me and you, alone under the void deck. and u told and explained everything to me. i cried and u hug me. when i was crying, i was shivering. i felt like fainting. but, i tried to be strong. haishh. wie and yan patch again because of my sake. but, they end their relationship again. on the 150209, apit asked me for stead. i accept it, idk why. break on the 170209. i asked for it. then, patch again on the 250209, he asked too. and tht tym, kiki asked for wie stead. she accept. so, yeaa. i want to end my relationship with apit yesterday, but.. idk. wie and kiki's relationship have ended yesterday. now, imran n me have become jiwe's. aim have enter into my life again. haishh. i still cant forget about aim. i still have your pictures in my handphone. i still love hym no matter how much he have hurt me. its hard to forget about hym. i really2 miss hym. i miss the old times when me and aim, wie and yan were together. i just hope that we can be together likee before. allissa, wake up larhh. is just a dream okayhh. jangan mimpi larhh ygg krgg nii akan together balek. haishhhhhh )': ♥ A I M |
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