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Tuesday, March 31, 2009 Tuesday, March 31, 2009
 go school with hanis , mirawr , wiwi , torres and alep . sports day today . took part in 8x100 relay with others . my class won 3rd place . lol . and , eqa cry just now . sad for her . after that , ncc . incharge of the decoration tingy eyhh . If I could give you one thing in life , I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes , only then would you realize how special you are to me . labels 5 days left .
Monday, March 30, 2009 Monday, March 30, 2009
 wie , please recover soon okayhh dear . i hope that thing will get out from your body a.s.a.p . *pray hard* If I could be any part of you , I’d be your tears . To be conceived in your heart , born in your eyes , live on your cheeks , and die on your lips . labels 6 days left
Sunday, March 29, 2009 Sunday, March 29, 2009
 I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go . labels 7 days left .
Friday, March 27, 2009 Friday, March 27, 2009
 today went out with hanis , mirawrr , torres and alep . have fun eyhh . and the news is spread . ohh , fcukk . Meeting you was fate , becoming your friend was a choice , but falling in love with you was beyond my control . labels 9 days left .
Thursday, March 26, 2009 Thursday, March 26, 2009
 Have you ever wondered which hurts the most ? Saying something and wishing you had not , or saying nothing , and wishing you had ? labels 10 days left .
Wednesday, March 25, 2009 Wednesday, March 25, 2009
 If you love somebody , let them go . If they return , they were always yours . If they dont , they never were . labels 26 more days left .
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 Tuesday, March 24, 2009
 every minute past , i kept thinking about you . haishh . why is it soo hard to forget about you ? why ? eventhough you are succha pain in the ass . i still have the feelings for you and ily .
Monday, March 23, 2009 Monday, March 23, 2009
 first day of school and its a nightmare . this morning run 2.4km around the forest there . my timing is , 16min 55sec . slow siols . andd when i finished the run , my leg feel very pain . so i sat down when i reach the basketball court there and open my shoes and socks . wanna know wat ? i have 6 blisters at my feet . likee wtf . 3 from the left foot and 3 from the other . from my left side , one of the blister is at the thumb there , another one bawah tapak kaki , another one at the last finger yg paling kecik situ uhh . and is the same place/ position tht the blister is at my right feet . and i find it weird . heh . mepek . kayhh i walk bare footed to my class for history lesson . i wanna wear the shoes but is pain . i was bare footed till recess time and asked g.o whether they have slipper cause of my leg is blablabla . they dont . so , i was force to use the shoe then . i walk likee i was just recover from being handicapped . heh . after for quite some time , i get to use with it and i bare with the pain . heh . soo , yeaa . and ohh , i saw wiwi today and he smiled :D 0148 hours , 230309 . it have ended . yesterday , at around 2330 hours . he message and said that he wanna call me . i told him tht wie is using the phone . he says , "setengah jam jer perrr . tkkn tk bleyh ." i say to wie , "ehh wie . aim nk kol aku urhh ." she says , "qao bilang dhe yg aqu nga pakai telefon" i told aim . he says , "ckp nan dhe ehh . setengah jam jerr tao . tk lame ." i told wie what aim told me . she says , "qao bilang dhe eyhh yg besok aku tkder tao . aku gy camping ." i tld hym . he says , "ehh gy camping . balek perr . bukannyer tkk . mcm boy dhe nk lari gtu." beyh wie says blablabla ... and at last , aim message wie hymself and asked and they both fought . i was likee , sial urhh . pasal telefon pon nk gado perr siaa ? immature siols korangg . binget siaa . after tht , i just say to wie , "ehh wie . kao kasih aku kol dhe sudaa . kasih dhe tutop mulot . binget siaa ." i called and he was complaining and tkk puas hati nan wie blablablaa . i said to hym , "b , 10 min jerr eyhh . i nk biken hw uhh ." he didnt ans that question . andd , he talk about the past boud me , hym , yan and wie . beyh ngaa bobalbobal , alehaleh si wie ckp , "ehh , da time uhh ." bustered bdw kao wie . i tld hym , tros tunjok attitude siaaa . cibai . veryvery binget . sooooooo this is wat happen when we message andd is veryvery longg . ME : Apeape jawapan u , u mcm tunjok attitude pat i . so , klw semue nk tunjok attitude eyhh , lebih baek tkyaa kol . asl salah satu tkk bleyh mengalah urhh ? u tahu knn cume satu orgg bleyh kol at one time . abeyh knape mcm gini ? satusatu buat perangai . wie nyer perangai nan u lagyk . mcm budakbudak uhh . HYM : u , dulu mmg i break nan u psl wie . wad she had done . i tk uke . teros trng , i ckp mase i patch i tkd hat pat u sikit pon . psl i kesian pat u wanting me bck i patch bck . u hav change . n i dun lyke it . tros terang . kayh u ckp jgn kol kn , fine uh . kte tkya ctct lagi uhh ehh . ME : lets settle this in a good way then . ive change ? yeaaa , i know . but ive change cause is for my own sake . you know why ? cause my trust for you is fading away when u tld me your real feeling before this . (not previous msgg) . and i knew that this is gnna happen again and we wouldnt last . im not asking for sympathy from u eyhh . i just want a sincere love , not more . im not desperate to have you in my life eyhh . and ohh , thanks for being honest btw . ........................................................................................................................................................... there still moreeeeeeeeee . is damn long eyhh . soo , yeaaa . heyyyy , are you stupid ? cant you make your best decision for you , your ownself ? cant you ? why must you make a decision that really hurts other people's feelings ? hah . your suchha bird brain riteee . agreee with me . likeeee wat u say , "tros trg i ckp mase i patch nan u i sikit pon tkd hati pat u sikit pon ." but , if wat u say is soooosoooooo true , then why must you say , " ilysm bby .. too much tht everidae everi night i wanna be beside u .. dnt ever leave me . coz , i wnt ." the other night when u message me . i save tht message okayhh . people , read that !! SWEET TALKER , MOTHER FUCKER . ouhhhh , i get it now . this is just a sentence right ? A SENTENCE . wat are u trying to do huh ? toying with my heart ? this is why i dnt trust you in the first place . do u see wats your reaction ? do you ? i know wat type of guy are you . andd , im not a girl tht is soooosooooo desperate to have you in my life eyhh . read tht ! i still remember you force me to ** with you . eyhhhhh , plsss larhhh ! if i say , i dnt want . thats mean , i dnt . get it sucker ? andd yaaa , im not tht cheapcheap girl tht men asked service for . if u wanna tht type , then go find one nearby my house . there's lots here . LONTEHLONTEH ! now i realise , your words , sentences are all fake . veryvery fake indeed . i just wanna take a banana and smash it onto your face . im not your rag doll larhh eyhh . you take it when you need it , but you throw it when you think i am a waste time to you . i just wish that i can flick you just likee that and you regret doing it to me . but , i think u wnt . i think tht is better if we act likee a stranger forever <3> TO APIT ; awwww , i dnt know . i cant make up my mind . when you asked for me patch just now afternoon , i was stoned . i dnt want to get hurt no more . haishhh . this concern to SUFIYAN . i really treasure our relationship and u as my jiwe . bt , if your not sincere to be my , wie and iffah's friend animoreee . then , do stop being a hypocrite and a backstabber . i know everything . and now , i know who the real you . stop pretending eyhh . labels ; Aku harus terima walaupun terluka . Ternyata hatiku benar , cintamu hanya sekadar untuk sementara .
Thursday, March 19, 2009 Thursday, March 19, 2009
  yesterday was bored in the morning and afternoon . but at night , went out with this twin and , cik aim(wie'e dad) and mak long(wie's mom) . we went to eat at changi there . we have nasi ayam penyet . cik aim make jokes that we laugh our ass out . seriously funny eyhh . he act like a mr bean with his big round tummy and walk likee one . hehs . after that we went to the beach . cik aim and mak long were sitting with alep and conference with him . while me and wie were standing by the side near the waterwater there . andd , we saw this white ting lying at the sand . it was pure dark andd we can only see likee a small , short tail . and its two legs and the body . but , the head is likee damn small and the figure is white . but it seems likee is doesnt have a head . me and wie , started "eeeeeeeeeeee-ing" we took that picture have the flash so have clearer view of that animal and show it to cik aim and mak long . we all went to see it again . and cik aim say it is a dog . a dog without a head ? he say it may be likee quite a long time that dog have been there , dead . soo , is rotten and the head is gone . lols .the picture is up there . so , we sit back at the place . and , cik aim , mak long started to conference with me about my family and siblings . he serious andd funny . when he says something , he will always give an example using people that we knew andd make fun of them . i laughed at the same time . but , when a few minute have past , i felt erghh . i held back my tears . but , i cant hold it any longer . and tears started to roll down at my cheeks . erghh . fcukk . they told about my father . andd , checkcheck . my father's name/picture appeared at the newpaper that one day about money and have this big problem . i was not told what completely is it about . okayhh , so yeaa . at 2330 hours , we head back home . all the way in the car , we hear jiwang songs from saleem all that . i hear that song and i think about that someone , i miss hym so muchh . in the car , cik aim and mak long says and asked whether we want to sleep at kak wati's house cause no body is there for that night . at first they agree . but , for me i dont . soo , is canceled . reach the place and went out from the car . cik aim asked me "cha , knape kao tknk tido rumah kak wati ?" i just do a signal , idk . he says , "malu ehh ? tkd pape lahh ." i just kept quite and salam hym . since i enter the teenage life , this is the first time i get a hug from a person called dad . i wanna cry but i must be strong . when he hug me he says , "Da laa cha . jangan pikir pikir kann sangat ." how nice is he . i salam mak long . we hug too . he gave me and alep , $2 each . soo , yea . at that night , me and aim were having this problem . but , i was having migrane and it was 0100 ++ already . i told hym , we settle this today then . and , it have been solve , i think . not completely . soo , yea . there is soo many homework that need to be done . ;maths worksheet ;2 chemistry worksheet ;home econ homework ;english homework -free writing (compo) -newspaper reflection -vocabulary worksheet ;pure literature -complete reading book, heartland -write a 50 to 80 word summary for every chapter in the literature journal choose 3 events/moments/chapters (one from each parts of the story, ie days, months, years) which you find important and write your response to them, explaining your reasons. complete this in foolscap paper. -this work will be graded i havent even touch on any single one of my homework . andd , school is starting in two days time . soo fast eyhh . gonna die soon . labels imysm baby.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009 Wednesday, March 18, 2009
 hello earthlings . long time no update eyhh . lazy urhh . monday andd tuesday have sea module specialist course . confident can pass the eye splice , back splice andd bend and hitches but not the paper eyhh . there will be the land specialist course during the june holiday. diedie. tikamtikam . today , meet aim , wan and hazimah . wan larii rumah . hazimah say to her mom dhe ade camp . checkcheck , camp pat tepi pantai perr . heh . went home andd wie just came back . went to mapherson , atok house with wie and alep . send barangbarang untok apple . leceh eyhh . then , smth extremely funny happen byler nga otw jalan balek . paiseyhh oii . reach hme . nw , blogging . ohh yaa , that picture up there was taken just now , at atok house . andd , is just a finger andd it means nothing olriteee . im sorry dear . ive been lying to you . i really didnt mean it . but , i must too . haishh . im sorry . andd , i think im gonna let u go again . sorry dear . labels im sorry
Saturday, March 14, 2009 Saturday, March 14, 2009
♥cause, i care.  woke up at 0900 . went to sarap with mom , dad and apple . after that , i head home alone . mom sent apple to religious class andd dad went somewhere . mendaq . online . chatted with ♥eqa ! aww , i know how muchh u miss hym . okayhh fine . ive been saying this to you likee alot of times . but , i really do know how you feel . cos , ive been in your situation before . it really takes a longg time for the feeling to fade away . remember you told me this before ? i did take your advice , andd it do really fade away . but , is just about time . haishh . i believe that he still care for you . andd , i know that you'r a strong girl . no matter what , me andd your friends are still there for you . if you have any problems andd you feel down , do not hesitate to nudge me olritee . i will be your listening ear((: cheer up dear :D ily. ♥iraaaa ! dnt cry dear . ive been repeating this sentence to ♥eqa , andd it apply to you okayhh . i know that ur a strong girl likee ♥eqa . andd , it takes time for that feeling to fade away kayhh . no matter what , me andd your friends are still there for you . if you have any problems andd you feel down , do not hesitate to nudge me olriee . will be your listening ear((: cheer up dear:D ily. that picture up there . was taken this morning when i was at home alone . shiokk sendiri eyhh . lols . okayhh , i miss my moreee brown-ed hair . i wanna dye ! heh . okayhh , ive nothing muchh to say . labels
Friday, March 13, 2009 Friday, March 13, 2009
 friday (!) lols . today , go to school as usual urhh . when i alight from the bus , andd was on the way to my classroom . i went to eqa , andd asked her , whether she's okayhh or not . she seems to be sad . very . she cried , when i asked her that . sorry eqa if ive made you cry . haishhh .. first 4 period is f&n . boringgg . researchresearchresearch . after that , is mother tongue . andd , last two period is area cleaning andd report slip tingy . me and meyra were going back to class from the toilet , when wiwi is outside his class standing one side . andd , when me and meyra were walking infront of this particular guy , fadhli i think . he said , "wiwi wiwi!" lols . i didnt turn around . meyra says that he is calling me . i turn . andd , this guy pointing to me , and said , "ehh , wiwi dhe suke kao" at the same he was looking at wiwi . i was likeee , FCUKK . paiseyhhh siols . erghh . after school , when under the void deck with hanis andd mirawrr . head to hougang . went to see aim , wan , hazimah and indra (?) . super bowl is the place where we head too . aim asked me for patch funny siols . long story eyhh . accept or not urhh ? *confuse* he sent me home after that . wie , is going to malaysia back . probably , back by next week (?) alep , having camping till mon . haiyoo . k lurhh , im damn tired right now . bye . ps i must make the right decision . aku mmg suke dhe , beyh asl ?
Thursday, March 12, 2009 Thursday, March 12, 2009
 mom doesnt want to talk to me . me and my mom do our own stuff . doesnt talk to each other for 2 days . both of us were likee strangers . i really hope we are likee before . to mom ; as u know wat happen , the last two days by my teacher , yesterday . im really sorry for wat ive done . i dare to say it to you through message , but not infront of you . i am ashame of myself . i know that , is stupid of me , regretting it now , cause things have happen . and it cant be change . i knew that , i show a bad example to wie , alep and especially apple . but , there is really no use regretting it now . i know your hurt and dissapointed of me as i am the eldest . i know that you want me to show them a good example . and , i want the best for them too . i dont want them to follow my footsteps being dishonest and started lying bit by bit towards others , especially you . ill promise that this is the first and the last . i just hope that my promises that ive make , i really mean it . but , wat im trying to say is , im really sorry . eventhough your not my real mom and i am a adopted child for you , no matter wat , i still love you , mom . haishhh . this question always play in my mind . Can i find my only one , real own blood , big brother ? can i ? 14 years , since the day ive born we have been separated and i only seen you once in my lyf . you are given to another family . andd , i was given to the other , that i am living now with . eventhough , our real mom and dad have their own life now that dad have his new own family andd mom , is in jail . i think that , our relationship as siblings must carry on . but , its hard for me . i dnt know where are you now . my mom(Adopt) says , your finding me . but , you just dont have my number . but , when mom called you , it cant get through . when she called grandma , it also can get through . haishh . you will always appear in my mind andd even dream when im sleeping or day dreaming . i just hope that we both , 2 of us siblings , will meet one day . i hope soo . ill pray for it . im looking forward that both of us , will get along well one day . im saying this , cause i care . i care you as my brother eventhough , i only seen you once . i wanna feel how does it feel like being the youngest . as im being the eldest all this while out of 4 siblings in this family . i just hope that you will enter in my lifee one day . ily , brother .
Sunday, March 8, 2009 Sunday, March 08, 2009
D I M P L E S I B L I N G S .  cause , i care. cause a younger sister follows what her elder sister do . get it ?  this younger brother of mine is getting wild . A L L I S S A , sec 3 (eldest) ; me . is hard to handle and control the situation if your younger sister andd brother doesnt even want to listen to your advice . cause , i did show a bad example . see that middle finger . andd it run in the family . andd im always the one who is to blame if they do something wrong . andd , it sucks . W I E , sec 2 (second younger sister) ; always on the phone . andd have a lot of problem . A L E P , sec 1 (younger brother) ; gone wild . andd have no respect for the eldest anymoree . A P P L E , primary 4 (smallest younger sister) ; have the habit to answer backk if she is to do something . hellohello (!) as you can see , this is how many siblings i have andd tngok satusatu , semue decent larhh knn . we have really change . i admit , ive change . see each one of my siblings face ; we , four of us , create alot of problems . really . me , idk . my studies is reallyreally getting worst . err , i dont care about my life animoreee . why eyhh ? *otakblank* bleargh . wie ; this girl . idk wat to say . but , she do really have alot of problem . alep ; this boy is getting wild since he enter secondary school life . i understand how andd what you want . cause , i am in your situation too . but , he doesnt have the respect for the eldest . even my parents . apple ; she likee to answer backk to me and parents . FRUSTRATED . dnt know wat to do animoreee . haishhh . let me continue with my post then . last friday . speech day rehearsal . im the first aider . furthermre , not participating in the speech day parade . soo , yeaa . takeqaiire of firah as her leg is injured during her morning pe . we both , were in the room , resting . when , one by one started to come in andd report sickk . total , 11 people . terokk sangatsangat . some , even felt likee fainting . then , vomit . soo , yea . head home . yesterday . kayaking oii . during kayaking , in the kayak , have muscle cramp . really pain . cannot even get out of the kayak . andd , need the help of the coach to get out of the kayak . wth . jalan lembab weii . after tht , reach school hujan lebat gyler . andd then , went to eat at food culture with zarifah , farah , syazwani , hashimah , fazirah , amalina , suhaila . then , meet mom , wie and alep at tamp mall . buy this long sleeve shirt . two . me andd wie shareshare . then , go hme . at night , meet aim . belajar eyhh . ajar dhe , can die . lol . 11+ bru reach hme . then , sleep . today . went to madrasah then kayaking . not feeling well anw . blajaaaa , ngaji . buy donut pat donut empire . YUMMY . pastu balek lorhh . need to go hospital actually . beyhh , tk jadik . tired eyhh . soo now im blogging urhh. currently , chatting too . andd , to you . who may it concern . fcukk up . stop showing your fcukking attitude to me larhh eyhh . i know your joking . but , plss larhh eyhh . thats not the right time to joke about idiot . think before you talk . understand ? relax allissa . ya latif . okayhh . tomorrow is schooling . i better stop here then . gdnyte earthlings . ps feel relieve when meet hym(:
Thursday, March 5, 2009 Thursday, March 05, 2009
 today maths ct was difficult, i think. get physics paper bckk. 16/41 of my class failed. i get 8/25. pathetic bodoh. wtf. ergh. then, eng lesson. that beaver make a big fuss because of a small matter. just accept the fact that they want to write, gossip about you. who are you to stop them? you are just our form teacher olritee. not more than tht. but, i dnt think we as a class treat you as our form teacher. bleargh. then, she lecture, talktalktalk for the whole eng lesson. she got say, if your not interested, what for you come to school? eyhh, we are suppose to come to school to study not to see your face fcuk-tard. parveen didnt bring her watsoever thing tht she was suppose to bring. tht beaver says, if she(referring to parveen) andd *insertname* was not in this class, your class will be ..... better(i forgot wat she say. but, is a positive thing). erghh. then, i was likee, if you are not our form teacher, our class will be better than ever. after tht, cme. played games using sweets etc. after tt, stay bckk for sports day tingy? the writewrite name uhh. i was in the 8 times 100 relay tingy. after tht, went to hospital. tngok nenek. camwhore. head home. packpackpack for tomorrow ncc. tired urhh seyhh. nyteee. ps i miss hym .
Tuesday, March 3, 2009 Tuesday, March 03, 2009
 heyy yaww people. today is ss common test. otak blank. soo, yeaa. stay bckk pat skola sampai kol 5? then, head to hgg. jumper wie, umar and imran. imran! im gonna revenge urhh. blueqq! heh. ohh, yahh. this picture of this two guy here, is dearest yan and aim. i miss them truckkk and tonnes loads. long time tkk nampak seyhh. jiwekuu kemana kao menghilang urhh? cheyywahh. tomorrow, phys and chem ct. phys DIEDIE. chem, okayhh urhh. insyallah bleyhh buat. end here. SICK. ps i never saw hym for one whole day.
Monday, March 2, 2009 Monday, March 02, 2009
C R A Z Y A S S ♠  currently chatting with these two crazy ass. very very long conversation. talk about hawthawtheat guys. heh. actually, the person we have a crush on. W I W I ! awww, he's hawthawtheat. my crushh urhh. heh. A P P L E ! mirawrrr punyerrr. T O R R E S ! hanistarrr punyerr. LOL. today, school as usual. common test on english. FCUKK! otak blank tros siols. fail urhh fail. then, lesson as per usual. assembly. && yaa, one of the springfielders ade accident. dapat tahu, eeqa. luckily nth happen. awww, get well soon yeaa eeqa. *pray hard* today no sp. i mean, this whole week. YEAY! after assembly, went to the toilet with the these two ass. ketawe non stop seyhhh. and me tukar baju camp. sebab, nk gy smewhere knnn. lpastuuu, go with mirawrr to bk, then library. jumper sha. so, talktalktalk. laughlaughlaugh. terjumper, alep(my adq). go hgg. jumper wie. && hujan lebat gylerr siols. terjumper imran pat situ :D miss hym larhh siols. me, wie n alep basah gyler babi and went home. skrgg, ngaa mabok. TOOT! kayhh, skrgg nth to do. sooo, yea. anddd, gdnyte. gonna be sickk tomorow. ps no matter what happen, life must go on. awww, i love wiwi (:
Sunday, March 1, 2009 Sunday, March 01, 2009
 current song: apit, wan - luahan hati, kemana kau menghilang diri current mood: missing them i was browsing my folder when i saw this. 261208. this picture remind me of the past, the first day me and wie meet both of these two guys, aim and yan. me, wie, iffah, alep, imran, umar, isa and wan went to bugis. thats the first ever tym, we went and go out together. and thats the day, went we bump into yan and aim for the first ever time for me and wie. that was suppose to be a fun and enjoying outing for us, spending our time together as jiwe's and friends. but indeed, i remember, thats the day, when there are alot of quarelling among us. isa said something too imran, about me. and made imran, have no mood all the way till we went home. it was a misunderstanding. and, i have too explained it too isa and imran. i explained, and in the end. i hurt isa, and made imran cheer up. im just telling the truth to you, isa. i cant lie to myself. although, u have feelings towards me, and you told imran about it, imran was like blaming it on me tht u have feelings towards me. and is likee, all the incident happen, bacause of me. that time, i didnt have any feelings towards you but to imran. you were hurt, when ive told you everything. i know your hurt. but, ive to be honest. and imran is likee okayhh with it already. but, i feel likee im a bastard. thats the day, when i also get to know that aim and imran also quarrel bacause of a word tht is called to imran by aim. is a misunderstanding again. haishh. the day is full of misunderstanding. 080109, the day when me and imran were together as one. our relationship were going on smoothly, but not for long. when my prepaid was low. we never like contact for days, and u didnt even use your inciative to asked me to call you or watsoever. on the 110109, wie and yan were talking on the phone, there are use to it. then, aim were there with yan. that day is when aim ran out from house cause of something. and i chatted on the phone with yan for a while when wie were in the toilet. out of sudden, there's this similar voice as yan say "hi" and i replied back, "hi" and it was you, aim. you introduce yourself and yeaa. at that point of time, my heartbeat were faster and i dont know why. but, i just ignored and tried to calm down. when, wie came out from the toilet. and i gave her the phone back. and u told wie, to pass the message to me, to called you during night time later. and i have your number, and save it. that night, i mean, morning around 1+ i chatted with you on the phone for around 2 hours. you were with wan at tht point of time. i have a nice conversation with you then. the next day, 120109, is when wie broke up with umar and stead with yan. you and me were chatting on the phone and you asked me to be you ttm. i said yes, as for me, ttm is nothing. i told about me and imran to you, as i trust you as my ttm. on 130109, you message me, and said tht,if i really do love you, let go of imran and remember what imran have done. that day, i really have a hard time thinking about it. you, wie, yan, adawieya and wendy have arrived at hgg and slack at the 9th floor , at the staircase, near the lift. i have no mood and when i step out of the lift at the 9th floor and i saw all of you. but, i ignored. and just went straight to my grandma's house which was at the 9th floor too, and sat outside quietly thinking deeply what am i going to do. then, wie came, and asked why. i burst into tears. she hug me. i was crying badly. haishhh. i told her and she advice me. and tht day, u asked me for stead. and ive made my decision to silent break with imran. and i stead with you. since that day, you have brighten up my life. on the 150109, out of the sudden, imran message me, and asked what am i trying to do with our relationship etc. and i said, i heard from some people boud this girl, name syahirah, from isa andd yea. so, i end my relationship with imran that day. so, me and aim, wie and yan. we'r four, always spent time together after school and also during weekends. aim, u have been a good boyfriend. you sent me home eventhough u know that u have to be home by 6. and when you reach home, u get scolded by your mom. wie asked for break with yan. and they end their relationship on, 010209. since then, me and aim are getting apart. on the 040209, our relationship have end. i cried for one whole night, and wie were there for me. the next day, ive a migrane and im not feeling well, and i didnt go to school. the whole day at hme, i kept thinking about you. haishhh. a few days later, me, you, wie and yan meet at our usual port and wie and yan left me and you, alone under the void deck. and u told and explained everything to me. i cried and u hug me. when i was crying, i was shivering. i felt like fainting. but, i tried to be strong. haishh. wie and yan patch again because of my sake. but, they end their relationship again. on the 150209, apit asked me for stead. i accept it, idk why. break on the 170209. i asked for it. then, patch again on the 250209, he asked too. and tht tym, kiki asked for wie stead. she accept. so, yeaa. i want to end my relationship with apit yesterday, but.. idk. wie and kiki's relationship have ended yesterday. now, imran n me have become jiwe's. aim have enter into my life again. haishh. i still cant forget about aim. i still have your pictures in my handphone. i still love hym no matter how much he have hurt me. its hard to forget about hym. i really2 miss hym. i miss the old times when me and aim, wie and yan were together. i just hope that we can be together likee before. allissa, wake up larhh. is just a dream okayhh. jangan mimpi larhh ygg krgg nii akan together balek. haishhhhhh )': ♥ A I M |
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