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Sunday, May 31, 2009 Sunday, May 31, 2009
 Kiwakk . Udy bilang laen , Laa bilang laen .Gerekk perrhh ? Hah . I trust Udy larhh and I have my own reasons to it . Right , Dee ? __ wtf urhh kann . Im ohkayhh with Udy now . Only, for now . Udy still side his BESTFRIEND . Duhh . Cause , he havent even know who is the real Laa uqhh . But , i promise myself tht im suree gonna let Udy know who is the real Laa . For sureee . IDC . Some people is on my side . Dee , FahfahTOOTS , Wie . Ive only told them . So , yeaa . Kayhh , nga mendaq . Darh plan to lepak dgn 248♥♥ nanti . Tapy , tngok mood . Kalau malas , tkk jadyk kot . To UdyBby♥♥♥; Bhyyy ohh Bhyyy . Asl tkk reply ? Tido balekk perr . Babi uu . Bachin (!)
Saturday, May 30, 2009 Saturday, May 30, 2009
 June holidayyyyyyyyyyy (!) LepakLepakLepak with 248♥♥ . UdyBby♥ Bhyy , if i have to leave you , cause i love you bby . ImissUdyBby.
Thursday, May 28, 2009 Thursday, May 28, 2009
 Abgg Afee , thanks for the advice yeaa . But , you dont really get what i mean . Im just confused and i just dont know what to do animoree . It really sucks . Yes , it does . Allah , please help me .We get comfort from those who agree with us and growth from those who don't.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009 Wednesday, May 27, 2009
 Lala . Udy 's bestfriend . GOD . I cant take it animoree . Why must blame it all on me ? LALABECOKK [ forever will be her. ] says: Lala wrote on her pm ; Dear Stupid Bestfriend ! // Fcukk i really hate you larh nb . Yeaaa right . My fault urhh my fault . GOD . I dont even know tht he is talking about me me me when he was otp with you . Fcukk it . And now , you are all blaming it on me ? I cant really take it animoreee .
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 Tuesday, May 26, 2009
 lickk urhh lick .Today was ohkayh . Accept for physics . Fcukk Mr Ngio . Who wanna Fcukk hym ? You are invited . He can dance for youu . He can give you compliments . Alot indeed . Trust me and pay me 50 bugs . CRAP . Starting from today , i must sit on the floor for every physics lesson . Hah . Why ? Cause i failed his subject and his not satisfy with it . But , he thanked me . No problem , Mr Ngio . I can do it for you . Fail physics for you . You are suchha great techer . Very . Put this a side . Ohkayhh . Udy , Alep and Nyet carikk Mok ? Pat 121 . Woahhh . Aderhh hal . Gado urhh gado . Udy told me tht . God . Hal aperhh pulakk eyhh ? Yang mane satu ? Mok memang buat banyakk hal . 121 siols dorangg pegyy . Fuuuhhh . Rabakk perhh . 121 ade budakkk2 ramai deyy . Darhh tentu tempat dorangg lepak . Abeyh korangg , pegy cume 3 orgg ? Doinkkks . Asl tkk bawak Bear , Taufiq semueee ? Yang laen ? Ohh , nanti kecohh ehkkk . Terlupaa gue . Tapy , jgn sampai angkat fight sudahh eyhh . Korangg klw darhh naek peng , tkk ingat dunie . Pukol jerr mane ygg ade eyhh . Good luckk urhh korangg . Aku sayanngg sama korangg . Esp , UdyBby . UdyBby , ILY ! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Monday, May 25, 2009 Monday, May 25, 2009
 Dee , LalaBechokk and Bear ;Thanks korangg for being there for me . Help me dgn si diaaa byler kyte gadoo . Thanks friend ! I mean , Thanks Bestest Friends ! See that guy wearing tht black/white cap , black teee , the hands cover his face ? Ahhhh . Itu diaaaa , UdyBby . UdyBby imy !
Sunday, May 24, 2009 Sunday, May 24, 2009
 Abggg Afeee sudahhh tuaaaa ! Haha .Birthday dhe larhh seyyy . Celebrate it with budakbudak pat 244 . Pathetic pahh ? Watever . But what i know is , i have funn with budakbudak . Maen bola , Maen Ali Bomb . Kacaw2 orangg . Bashhhh . Chubit sini chubit sane . Kejar sini kejar sane . Anddd alottt alott moree . Yeaaaa , alott . iloveUdyBby♥♥♥ iloveFahfah-Kecik♥ iloveWieKechik♥ iloveWieyaJepon♥ iloveEkaJoker♥ iloveHairyBo♥ iloveAbgAfee♥ iloveBear♥ iloveTaufiq♥ iloveAlep♥ iloveKamil♥ iloveNyet♥ iloveFirdaus♥ iloveAlim♥ iloveHashiiko♥ iloveNong♥ iloveAwul♥ iloveAziah♥ iloveZali♥ iloveFaisal♥ iloveBlack♥ iloveHadi♥ iloveMamad♥ iloveWendy♥ iloveNonong♥ ilove248♥♥
Saturday, May 23, 2009 Saturday, May 23, 2009
 Chatting with Dee Bby .She give me advice this and tht . This phrase ; ` Sometimes, even if its not ur fault, you should learn how to give in . Thanks alott Dee Bby . imissUdyBbyalott.
Thursday, May 21, 2009 Thursday, May 21, 2009
 Classmates and I went to Tiong Bahru to the disable people place . Have muchh fun with them . Andd , funny . 3E know , I know , you dont know . Right ? Uqhh , right . Have a class photo too . Lorraine and Ummirah missing . Apelarhhh luu orang . After tht , skip physics . Took 291 with Hanis . Head home . Udyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy <3
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 Wednesday, May 20, 2009
 imissudybbyalott )':
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 Tuesday, May 19, 2009
 Was tagged by AISHAH :D1) Besides lips , where is your favourite spot to get kiss ? ` Cheeks , Forehead . 2) How do you feel when you wake up in this morning ? ` Sleeppyy horr . 3) Who was the last person you took photo with ? ` Udy baby . 4) Would you consider yourself to be spoiled ? ` Nehh . 5) Would you ever donate blood ? ` Insyallah . When im older . 6) Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex ? ` Duhhh . 7) Do you want someone dead ? ` That fcukktard Hazim and Faris . 8) What does the last message says ? ` Kol i alek jap . 9) What are you thinking right now ? ` Si diaa . 10) Do you wish someone with you right now ? ` yess . 11) What time you went to bed last night ? ` 0100 . 12) Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing right now ? ` Idk . Ncc shirt xD 13) Is someone in your mind ? ` Yupp . 14) Who was the last person who texted you ? ` Udy bby . 15) 10 people tagged to do this quiz . ` Eqa , Ardilla , Ila , Firah , Jeeha , Emily , Dee , Hafizah , Zarifah , Zayanah . 16) Who is 2 having relationship with ? Ardilla ; ` Melvin Liow Chun Kiat . 17) Is 3 a male or female ? Ila ; ` Female . 18) If 7 & 10 get together , would it be a good thing ? Dee & Zayanah ; ` They are not lesbiann horr . 19) What is 1 studying about ? Eqa ; ` The subject that is given by school . 20) When was the last time you had a chat with 5 ? Jeeha ; ` Idk . 21) Is 4 single ? Firah ; ` Nehh . 22) Say something about 2 . Ardilla ; ` She's way way taller than me . 23) What do you think about 3 & 6 being together ? Ila & Emily ; ` They are not lesbian horr . They have their own boifieyy anw . 24) Describe 9 . Zarifah ; ` Hornyy . 25) What will you do if 6 & 7 fight ? Emily & Dee . ` They dont know even know each other . 26) Do you like 8 ? Hafizah ; ` Yesss . MY bestfriend :DD
Monday, May 18, 2009 Monday, May 18, 2009
 ignore my face . CACAT .yesterday went to hougang . lepaklepak . at 0800 met udy , wie & kiki at 251 . they head to 244 . while me and udy head to whatever the block is . ohkayh , ihatemenses . mood swing . control it by not talking to him . he sent me to the bus stop . then , *this thing* come again . u know ? that thingg uqhh . that whitewhite thing . i kept quite andd diamm jeq urhh . and , udy says , "jgn bilang i yg u tngah mood swing skrg." i kept quite . he hug me from behind . then , he says , "u asl ?" . i kept quite again and my back facing hym . he force me to turn to hym . but , i dnt want to . cause the thing is behind hym . far abit uqhh . then , i was force to turn . and , i cried . stoopid eyhh . tros he was likee , "asl b ? asl u nanges ?" i look down all the way and close my eyes . my leg cant stop shaking , i swear . i read prayer to myself . then , dhe darhh tahu . sbb , dhe ade simpan barang amd dhe darhh rase bahang . so , he can feel it . he hugg me . and i type on my phone , "tht thing is here . u see it ? u bleyh rase ?" udy angguk . and then , he look at me . i look at him . he hug me again tightly . then , he say to me "nanti klw bus darhh dtg . i nk u tros naek kayh b ." i didnt ans hym . kept quite . he hug me till the bus came . i went up uqhh . byler ngaa dudok , my leg cant stop shaking . fcukk tht thing . then , darhh sampai . darhh biase . tempat memang sunyi , gelap . jalan peyhh jalan . nampak tht thing and tht thing . buat bodohh . darhh sampai depan rumah . tros gy bilek . and , ddok pat atas katil , my leg still shaking likee hell . mom was like , "kak , knape kak ?" tros , gone . pengsann larhh . then , darhh sedar . udy call mom . tanyer hows me and all . and mom pass the phone to me and he ask hows me . tuu pon jawab stakat , "uhh .." gtu gtu jeqq . lemahh gyler maut nyeerr . byler darhh ohkayh cket . udy called home . dhe kate , " b . laen kali tkmo senyap senyap uqhh kayh . laen kali , bilang i tao . i worry tngok uu gtu . ermm , klw u tkk bleyh tido ker aper . just call me kayhh . i teman knn u . i tido lambat nari . lagikpon u tngah saket uqhh knn skrg . so apeape , just kol kayh b ." darhh bblbbl . then , put down the phone . baper min , tros tido . then , narii tkk goo skoool . gerekk uqhh gerek . 12 hours sleep or more . papa doesnt know what happen yesterday . soo , mom say to papa tht today marking day . tuu psl aku tkk skola . kayhh , kene tipu skali sekale . kalau tkk , tkk leyh kluar malam lagii . talked on the phone with udy just now . soo , yeaa . thanks bby for being there for me . ily .
Friday, May 15, 2009 Friday, May 15, 2009
 alep's edit . ohh , spelling error . gahhhhs . today went out with alep to hgg . darhh sampai , ddok dgn hashiiko pat bwh blok for a while . then , wieya jepon and eka came . hashiiko follow mama ros go somewhere . then , alep and tht due badots go somewhere . i met udy . he give two batang . winner and malboro . winner sedapppppp . hehe . then , hugg hym . imisshym larhh . then , went to 249 , nyayi house . kluar lift nampakk alep , wie , mak long , due badots . wie , alep and mak long pegy turon . then i was likee , "nkk pegy maner?" . tros mak long says , "nanti naek balek . pegy anu knn ubat untok yayi ." lift close . ohkayhh . some misunderstanding between wieya and foreigner workers . till 0600 . lepak with taufiq , bear , eka and yan pat 244 . then , udy tron . ohkayh . step tkk kenal horr . standard . hehs . then , asked for udy batang through msgg . dhe tkk kasih . *point middle finger* . 0630 , me and due badots gerakk . salam taufiq , bear and udy . buat muke pat udy . pfftt . tros dhe panggil . i ignore . darhh jalan . that due badots chase me from behind . they gave me satu batang and say , "abg udy kasih" . i say , "tkperr uhh . kao amek uhh" too late udy . tunjok perangai eyhh kao , allissa . stop it siol . then , udy message . dhe kate . "u nk balek eyhh . u nyerr batang pat adawieya tao . i kasih u 2 ." i didnt reply . he message again , "b , please reply . u nk balek eyhh .. " i didnt reply yet again . and i went to adawieya and say , me ; ehh , tadik kao kasih aku satu batang knn . udy kasih kao bape batang ? lagii satu mane urhh ? dhe ; satu aku peyhh uh . me ; hah . kao biar betol ? ehh , udy bilang aku uhh eyhh . dhe kasih kao due batang . bnykk bunyi lagik . asl tkk gy mintak dhe . dhe ; aku darhh mintak . dhe tkk kasih siol . me ; klw kao nkk sgt sampai kao nkk kebas aku peyhh . mintak aku laen kali . klw kao nkk , mintak . jangan sampai dhe sendiri bilang aku . beyh , aku mengamok dgn kao baru tahu . then , dhe diam . darhh paiseyhh urhh tuu . and , alep call me from home . saying tht he is at home with wie . and , i straight away naek PENG . i was likee , "kate nkk naek balekkk?!" semuee tuhh uhh . i say , "rabakkk perhh . aku balek sorangg . paitao siol" . then , blablabla . anuu knn ubat yayi . at 0800 , kluar . lepak with budakbudak skejapp . then , wieya jepon and eka went home . met udy . sent me to bus stop . hugg hym again . he's huggable (!) be jeolous people . lol . andd , home now . and , taufiq ! since kao darhh nampak gambar aku dgn udy , diam diam eyhhh . klw budakbudak kecohh lagi , aku chubit kao bru tahu . pffftt . me and udy are keeping our relationship as a secret from budakbudak , klw tkk kecoh . ohkayh . drgg darhh tahu , me and udy penahh jumper alone , kite due jerr . and slack . nii pon , faisal ygg bilang . wtf . dhe pegy announce pat semue budakbudak byler pat street soccer . baekbaek , drgg maen bola , dhe sroh drgg stop . beyh gather . and dhe diri , and ckp ; faisal ; akuu nampakk budak kyte eyhh berdating berduaan sahaja . budakbudak ; saperrr ? *curious* faisal ; tekee uhh . firsstly , drgg guess semue salah . sampai byler salah satu budakbudak kate ; "ahhhh . udy dgn allissa ." faisal was likeee , "ahhh . betol " thenn , semue darhh tahu urhh . beyhh kacau2 . wtf . ohkayhh , biar larhh . lame lame ponn , drgg akn tahu jugak urhh knn ? kayhh , imisshuggingudy. udy bby , ily !
Thursday, May 14, 2009 Thursday, May 14, 2009
 alep's edit .today f&n exammm . susahhhh lorhh . f&n student sat on the right side of the class . and the art student left side of the class . ohkayh . mdm and take our class for the first half an hour . i can see some of the f&n student were likee thinking likee hell . when mdm and step out of the class at 0830 , almost all of the f&n student put their head on top of the table and fall asleep . me too eyhh . nii semue case tkk belajar punyerr . then , at 0900 mr siva came in . he wake up the guys who are sleeping . and for the girls , he use his big butt and push the table . so that the table will be likee terangkat gtu uhh . funny . aku pon kene . *point middle finger* then , at 0900 almost all the f&n students were likee day dreaming , looking there looking here . at 0930 onwards , most of us started to do last page that is section c and mdm ang came in again . around 0945 , the f&n students were restless . can see horr . at 1000 sharp , when mdm ang say , "ohkayh stop writing ." we were likeee , "yesssssss" . what i know is i wanna eat lehhh . so head to mac with hanis and mirawr . then head to hgg . met udy . slack . head home . and online anddd see that fcukkktards hazim , online . so , decided to chat with hym . here how it goes ; me ; thanks eyhh . hym ; for ? lang uh . me ; everything . me ; kao tentu close dgn faris larhh knn . the so called *reason tht he gave to mira about the dnt contact animoree tingy , is tht a reason or an excuse ? hym ; ye . dier gadoh ngn aku tk tentu psl . mane aku tao . faris ngn aku dh tk close ah eyk . me ; skrgg perr ? hym ; abe . me ; ouhh . and thanks for mampat mampat perhh tingy eyhh . u win . hym ; ape mampat ? me ; hah . tahuu kerr tk tahu ? hym ; tk . me ; and ohh , TIGE KOSONG . hym ; pe yg 3-0 . pe ko mepek . me ; ohh . tk tahu eyhh ? game tuu darhh habes kerr lom ? yg kao dgn faris maen . saper kene blanje saper ? hym ; ape yg blanje mkn ? ape ko mepek . game ape sak . ko mimpi pe . me ; aku mimpi ? tkderr larhh . mane ade mimpi . nii reality dokk . still tkk fhm ? ohkayhh . wait n see . hym ; tngah wait ni . me ; * hazim ngah maen game dgn faris . hazim mintak no allissa becos dhe tahu faris tkk akn mintak no sbb faris pemalu . hazim dgn faris nga maen gami nii urhh . saper yg dpt most no . and byler allissa kasih no pt hazim , hazim came to faris and say , "TIGE KOSONG!" because , saper kalah kene blanjer makan . and hazim ckp dgn faris , "badan dhe mampat jugak" REFERRING TO ME EYHH . thats the story . so , wat can u explain for this huh ? hym ; mane kao dngr ? ummirah ? eyk ? ah caye la dier . aku tkde tym nk lyn ko . me ; hah . asl ummirah ? hym ; aku nk pi maen game tu lagi . oryte . wish me luck yo . me ; kireknn , btol urhh ni knn ? and asl kao guess ummirah ? hym ; ade aku ckp btol ? aku nk try ckp slh , ko tknk caye . pe aku nk uat kn . me ; aku nk pi maen game tuu lagi** LAGI. hym ; ye la . ko ckp aku maen game tu pe . aku ckp tk , ko tknk caye . gasak ko la . me ; hah ! bullshit larhh siol . hym ; pape larhh eyk . me ; and asl kao guess ummirah in the first place ? hym ; nampak sah . sape lagi . ko nk pnggil sucker la , fucker la . gasak kol la nak . THEN HE OFFLINE , STRAIGHT AWAY . hah . KECOL ? and i sent hym instant offline message , " hah . remember this . you cant escape from reality " read the conversation that i have with hym . doesnt he looks like his guilty ? u see . maybe , i was block by hym ? tkk leyh kate perhh . on tht time , he put his pm "TIGE - ZERO BABE ! " and when i say , " ........ sape kene blanje saper?" he say , " ape yg blanje mkn ?" in the first place , ade aku cakap " ........ sape kene blanje mkn ?" adeee tkkk ? tkdeee knn . and obviously kao darhh tahu aper aku nkk bobal psl aperhh . haha . nkk step tkk tahu pulakk eyhh kao . byler aku cyterknn kao tuu peyhh bende . kao tros kate , "aku nkk pi maen game tu lagi ..." darhh obvious larhh knn , kao maen game nii , BAHADOL . kao lagi bleyh ckp , " aku nk try ckp slh , ko tknk caye . ape aku nk uat kan ." TRY PERHH BOII . hah . tkk try try ponn ? "aku ckp tk , ko tknk caye . gasak ko la ." sejakk byler kao ade kate , TKK ? sejak byler ? tngokk conversation kyte cket , ade kao ckp TK ? tkderrr knnn . nkk coverrr ponn , tkk pandai . hah . stoooopidd . and ohh , kao buatt dakkk jerr eyhh . byler aku panggil kao , sucker nan fucker . mulia hati kao eyhh . setahu aku eyhh , klw ade orgg panggil dhe peyh so called *kawan gtu mcm . confirm orgg tuu mengamok . tapy , kao tkk pulak . ahsal eyhh ? sbb , kao memang darhh bersalah urhh knn . ada btol ? BTOL UHH BTOL . that time , i put on my pm ; " hah . kecol ? nyahahha . stoopid fcukktards . u cant escape from reality , FUCKER . " and im still not satisfied with you and faris . just wait and see eyhh , boii . TO RUDY ; hah . kao tkk tahu cyter , kao diam . aku tkk fana urhh eyhh . sorry mira . but i have too . im finding the truth for you and faris . you get wat i mean ? but , i dnt really care about the mampat mampat tingy actually . i just came out with tht when he says tht he is not close animoree with faris . ohhh , hope that our wish will be grant ohkayhh . "doaknn yg DORANGG kene langgar dengan lori balak . beyh lori balak tuu lenyek dorangg kasih hancor semue badan dhe sampai bederai" **pray v v v v v hard** ohkayh . buat bersabar allissa . andddddddd , UDY , _ _ _ (!) . :DD
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 Wednesday, May 13, 2009
 the keychain that i bought for myself and hym . elmo tergantung pat hp kuu . cookie monster tergantung pat hp udy . :DDafter school , met udy and slack pat tempat biase , hougang . macam biase , bobal bobal semue . then , head home . on the computer (!) chatting with mirawr . and she told me something that really really made me pissed off . she know , i know . to hazim ; dngr dngr cyter eyhh nk aku pasal aku peyh badan pahh . beyh ahsal klw aku pah badan darhh memang gni ? nkk isap tetek perhh ? mehh cni mehh . SMACK KAO ! eyhh , tkk dapat urhh eyhh . mampat mampat nii semue . klw kao nkk sgt , pegy pat geylang sane . klw tknk , pat aljunied rumah aku cni darhh ade . hah ! banyak lagii . mampat mampat uhh eyhh . mauu ahk ? cibai . ehh , nii baru aku dngr urhh eyh . blom aku gy depan kao , beyh bobal dgn kao . baru kao tahu mampat ker tkk mampat . bobal belakang aku pahh boii ? hah . KENTALAN JUBO . kao dengan faris eyhh 2 x 5 . harapkann jerr darhh besar . tapi , perangai maseyh adeq adeq urhh siol . muker korangg due eyhh kalahknn babi . stoopid fcukkktards .
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 Tuesday, May 12, 2009
 have maths and mt exams today . and maths , screw it . my calculator condemn . wtf . from starting till end . end up , do it with own self working . ntaa btol ntaa tidak . gy mampos . manage to ask mira for the calculator for the last 5 mins . only eyhh . bleargh . good luck eyhh allissa , fail urhh fail . mt was easy . many slept after one hour and have 30 mins more to go . ohkayh . mira told me every single thing between her and *insert name* . To who it may concern ; im not satisfied with you . yes you . im not . eventhough is not my problem , i still care for her ohkayh . dont you think that you can easily be let off just like that eyhh . tkk dapat urhh eyhh . you did that to my friend and just give that KONEK reason of yours ? who the hell is gonna believe you ? trust me . no one will . hah . you cant escape from reality , sucker . how i wish that i could kill you .
Monday, May 11, 2009 Monday, May 11, 2009
 Allissa , Udy and Lala semuerr darhh mcm biase . pheeew . ohkayh . met udy just now . slackk from 1230 to 630 . some things that i should not mention here . ohkayh , fetch apple at rumah nyayi . and he sent to bus stop till bus came . and dhe kasih satu batang . happy urhh abeyh ? hhaha . mepek . and , tngahh majok gyler babi dgn dhe sekarang . pfftt . reach home . chat with mirawr bby and farhan . mirawr told me something that made me really pissed off . To Faris ; ergh . aku geram dgn kao gyler babi . fucker . kao pegy mati laa . aku tkk kesah . im soo goonaa confront you in front of my face . reason kao eyhh , BULLSHIT ! tkmoo nkk mepek urhh siols . kao darhh buat gtu pat kawan aku , beyhh senang senang perhh nk lepasknn ? pikir dhe pompan murahan perhh yg kao bleyhh amek beyh buang gtu mcm . ehh , tkk dapat ahh siaaa . kao jantan keparat larhh cibai . fcukkkkkk you !
Sunday, May 10, 2009 Sunday, May 10, 2009
 glad that you and hym are getting better . can i manage to ignore hym ? haishh . ive kept thinking about it since yesterday night and cried over and over again . when he message , call . i just cant ignore hym . but instead reply and answering his message and call . haishh . i really dnt know what to do . i just wish that things will get better and get back to its normal way .labels i hope so
Saturday, May 9, 2009 Saturday, May 09, 2009
 im sorry Lala . im really really sorry if i am the third party of you both and udy's friendship . you wanna know why he have been ignoring you now a days . asked yourself . he just wanna the old you . likee you use too . he told me like every single thing about you . now , you really wanna the old udy back , right ? so do he . im willing to help you . but , u just refuse . The way you chat with me just now , is likee im really at fault . i cried just now . you told me to tell udy that your friendship with hym ends today and the conversation that we had . i told hym . were on the phone , and he explained everything to me that im not at fault . i cried again . no matter how hard he tried to make me not feel guilty , it doesnt even make me calm down . im starting to ignore hym . i know that im at fault . but , haishh . i dont know what to do anymore . but , i will help you with udy's friendship . i dont care . whatever it takes , you both must be bestfriends like you both use too back again . again , im really really sorry )': labels im sorry bby . im gonna ignore you )':
Friday, May 8, 2009 Friday, May 08, 2009
 today was maths paper and history paper . standard urh . maths , leave banyak perhh blank . history , section B kene tulis likee one whole page . tapy , setakat tulis 3 , 4 line ajerr . rabakk urhh rabakk . head to tamp inter . met alep and mom . ate at food culture . went to tamp 1 . bought elmo and cookie monster keychain yang letak pat hp peyhh . elmo untok akuu . cookie monster untok si diaa . si diaa jugak yg nkk mahh . then , tungu apple larhh pulak . teros dhe nk belyk keychain elmo tu urhh . tros i say , "tkde urhh tkde . tkk bleyh . jgn kepo urhh " evil larhh knn . tros dhe ponn nk belyk cookie monster , i say the same thing to her . stop it siaa allissa . at last , dhe tkk belyk paper lorhh . yeayness . dhe tkk belyk elmo atao cookie monster . teehee :D baru semalam jerr jumper si diaa . beyh nari tkk jumper , i miss hym like hell . ishkk . okayh , fine . terbongkar semue rahsia antara aku dgn si diaa . budak 248 darhh kecoh kecoh , kacaw kacaw aku dgn dhe . tapy , kyte darhh sepakat buat bodoh ajerr eyhh . pat depan budakbudak 248 step tkk penahh berbual gtu . tapy , pat belakang .. laen cyter urhh . heh . kayh , bye . ydu ssim i
Thursday, May 7, 2009 Thursday, May 07, 2009
 Today , someone made me really pissed off . fcukk you . he know , i know . u dont know . urhh , right . tkk perlu larhh nkk buat aku cmm gtu . erghh . da gini gtu . beyh , at last aperhh aku find out ? werld jeq banyak eyhh kao . darhh larhh . aku trust knn kao , tapi nii yg aku dapat ? haishh )': labels i really love you baby . crying )': EDIT ; is 1205 and im still awake . and im crying again and again . haishh )': i only eat cheese fries for yesterday after exam . i have no appetite to eat when i reach home . i kept thinking about si diaa . only iffah knew about it . thanks iffah for cheering me up . appreciate it lots dear . now , im alone . i have no one to share stories to and express my feelings to . im starting to miss Wie . come back fast baby . im suree this home will be alive again with your crazyness . im feeling down . i may be smilling but .. haishh .im falling sick . im weak . i just need someone to be by my side )': labels i really love you baby . crying )':
Wednesday, May 6, 2009 Wednesday, May 06, 2009
 okayh , fcuk those exams . never study . good girl eyhh ? .__. fail urhh fail . eng compo and letter writting , eng hancor . same goes to compre and summary . mt listening compre , okayh urhh . social studies , tkk belajar . cikgu kasih 2 to 3 foolscap . tapi , tulis case 2 to 3 lines ajer . physics , banyak ques cmm sial . leave blank banyak . bsok , pure lit . tkk bace buku tuu pon . RABAK perr allissa . stand by nxt year turon n.a jerr larhh eyh . to Wie , i hopee you will change to a better person eyhh . ILY . labels fallen for you . |
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