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Monday, March 23, 2009 Monday, March 23, 2009
 first day of school and its a nightmare . this morning run 2.4km around the forest there . my timing is , 16min 55sec . slow siols . andd when i finished the run , my leg feel very pain . so i sat down when i reach the basketball court there and open my shoes and socks . wanna know wat ? i have 6 blisters at my feet . likee wtf . 3 from the left foot and 3 from the other . from my left side , one of the blister is at the thumb there , another one bawah tapak kaki , another one at the last finger yg paling kecik situ uhh . and is the same place/ position tht the blister is at my right feet . and i find it weird . heh . mepek . kayhh i walk bare footed to my class for history lesson . i wanna wear the shoes but is pain . i was bare footed till recess time and asked g.o whether they have slipper cause of my leg is blablabla . they dont . so , i was force to use the shoe then . i walk likee i was just recover from being handicapped . heh . after for quite some time , i get to use with it and i bare with the pain . heh . soo , yeaa . and ohh , i saw wiwi today and he smiled :D 0148 hours , 230309 . it have ended . yesterday , at around 2330 hours . he message and said that he wanna call me . i told him tht wie is using the phone . he says , "setengah jam jer perrr . tkkn tk bleyh ." i say to wie , "ehh wie . aim nk kol aku urhh ." she says , "qao bilang dhe yg aqu nga pakai telefon" i told aim . he says , "ckp nan dhe ehh . setengah jam jerr tao . tk lame ." i told wie what aim told me . she says , "qao bilang dhe eyhh yg besok aku tkder tao . aku gy camping ." i tld hym . he says , "ehh gy camping . balek perr . bukannyer tkk . mcm boy dhe nk lari gtu." beyh wie says blablabla ... and at last , aim message wie hymself and asked and they both fought . i was likee , sial urhh . pasal telefon pon nk gado perr siaa ? immature siols korangg . binget siaa . after tht , i just say to wie , "ehh wie . kao kasih aku kol dhe sudaa . kasih dhe tutop mulot . binget siaa ." i called and he was complaining and tkk puas hati nan wie blablablaa . i said to hym , "b , 10 min jerr eyhh . i nk biken hw uhh ." he didnt ans that question . andd , he talk about the past boud me , hym , yan and wie . beyh ngaa bobalbobal , alehaleh si wie ckp , "ehh , da time uhh ." bustered bdw kao wie . i tld hym , tros tunjok attitude siaaa . cibai . veryvery binget . sooooooo this is wat happen when we message andd is veryvery longg . ME : Apeape jawapan u , u mcm tunjok attitude pat i . so , klw semue nk tunjok attitude eyhh , lebih baek tkyaa kol . asl salah satu tkk bleyh mengalah urhh ? u tahu knn cume satu orgg bleyh kol at one time . abeyh knape mcm gini ? satusatu buat perangai . wie nyer perangai nan u lagyk . mcm budakbudak uhh . HYM : u , dulu mmg i break nan u psl wie . wad she had done . i tk uke . teros trng , i ckp mase i patch i tkd hat pat u sikit pon . psl i kesian pat u wanting me bck i patch bck . u hav change . n i dun lyke it . tros terang . kayh u ckp jgn kol kn , fine uh . kte tkya ctct lagi uhh ehh . ME : lets settle this in a good way then . ive change ? yeaaa , i know . but ive change cause is for my own sake . you know why ? cause my trust for you is fading away when u tld me your real feeling before this . (not previous msgg) . and i knew that this is gnna happen again and we wouldnt last . im not asking for sympathy from u eyhh . i just want a sincere love , not more . im not desperate to have you in my life eyhh . and ohh , thanks for being honest btw . ........................................................................................................................................................... there still moreeeeeeeeee . is damn long eyhh . soo , yeaaa . heyyyy , are you stupid ? cant you make your best decision for you , your ownself ? cant you ? why must you make a decision that really hurts other people's feelings ? hah . your suchha bird brain riteee . agreee with me . likeeee wat u say , "tros trg i ckp mase i patch nan u i sikit pon tkd hati pat u sikit pon ." but , if wat u say is soooosoooooo true , then why must you say , " ilysm bby .. too much tht everidae everi night i wanna be beside u .. dnt ever leave me . coz , i wnt ." the other night when u message me . i save tht message okayhh . people , read that !! SWEET TALKER , MOTHER FUCKER . ouhhhh , i get it now . this is just a sentence right ? A SENTENCE . wat are u trying to do huh ? toying with my heart ? this is why i dnt trust you in the first place . do u see wats your reaction ? do you ? i know wat type of guy are you . andd , im not a girl tht is soooosooooo desperate to have you in my life eyhh . read tht ! i still remember you force me to ** with you . eyhhhhh , plsss larhhh ! if i say , i dnt want . thats mean , i dnt . get it sucker ? andd yaaa , im not tht cheapcheap girl tht men asked service for . if u wanna tht type , then go find one nearby my house . there's lots here . LONTEHLONTEH ! now i realise , your words , sentences are all fake . veryvery fake indeed . i just wanna take a banana and smash it onto your face . im not your rag doll larhh eyhh . you take it when you need it , but you throw it when you think i am a waste time to you . i just wish that i can flick you just likee that and you regret doing it to me . but , i think u wnt . i think tht is better if we act likee a stranger forever <3> TO APIT ; awwww , i dnt know . i cant make up my mind . when you asked for me patch just now afternoon , i was stoned . i dnt want to get hurt no more . haishhh . this concern to SUFIYAN . i really treasure our relationship and u as my jiwe . bt , if your not sincere to be my , wie and iffah's friend animoreee . then , do stop being a hypocrite and a backstabber . i know everything . and now , i know who the real you . stop pretending eyhh . labels ; Aku harus terima walaupun terluka . Ternyata hatiku benar , cintamu hanya sekadar untuk sementara . |
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