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The 7th things i hate the most that you do, is that you made me love you. |
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Thursday, March 12, 2009 Thursday, March 12, 2009
 mom doesnt want to talk to me . me and my mom do our own stuff . doesnt talk to each other for 2 days . both of us were likee strangers . i really hope we are likee before . to mom ; as u know wat happen , the last two days by my teacher , yesterday . im really sorry for wat ive done . i dare to say it to you through message , but not infront of you . i am ashame of myself . i know that , is stupid of me , regretting it now , cause things have happen . and it cant be change . i knew that , i show a bad example to wie , alep and especially apple . but , there is really no use regretting it now . i know your hurt and dissapointed of me as i am the eldest . i know that you want me to show them a good example . and , i want the best for them too . i dont want them to follow my footsteps being dishonest and started lying bit by bit towards others , especially you . ill promise that this is the first and the last . i just hope that my promises that ive make , i really mean it . but , wat im trying to say is , im really sorry . eventhough your not my real mom and i am a adopted child for you , no matter wat , i still love you , mom . haishhh . this question always play in my mind . Can i find my only one , real own blood , big brother ? can i ? 14 years , since the day ive born we have been separated and i only seen you once in my lyf . you are given to another family . andd , i was given to the other , that i am living now with . eventhough , our real mom and dad have their own life now that dad have his new own family andd mom , is in jail . i think that , our relationship as siblings must carry on . but , its hard for me . i dnt know where are you now . my mom(Adopt) says , your finding me . but , you just dont have my number . but , when mom called you , it cant get through . when she called grandma , it also can get through . haishh . you will always appear in my mind andd even dream when im sleeping or day dreaming . i just hope that we both , 2 of us siblings , will meet one day . i hope soo . ill pray for it . im looking forward that both of us , will get along well one day . im saying this , cause i care . i care you as my brother eventhough , i only seen you once . i wanna feel how does it feel like being the youngest . as im being the eldest all this while out of 4 siblings in this family . i just hope that you will enter in my lifee one day . ily , brother . |
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| but the 7th thing i like the most that you do is that you made me love you. | |
